Can I just say how awesome God is right now?
Tonight, I reached the end of my strength and patience with Zach and potty training #2!! I reached for my i pod and started up my music, " No Matter What" and " The More I Seek You", best worship song EVER by the way! " I want to sit at your feet, drink from the cup of your hand lay back against breathe, feel your heartbeat this love is so deep it is more than I can stand, I melt in your peace it is overwhelming, the music enveloped my soul and God's spirit brought such peace and rest. We are so blessed and I often take for granite what a loving God I have that I so often reach out to others and food to medicate my frustration before I cry out to Him. For instance, I called my mom tonight, no answer and I was about to reach for the M & M's, but I just couldn't not after dropping 7 pounds, so shamefully, my last resort was to cry out to my heavenly Father who loves me so very much. Lord I am sorry, help me to always go to you first! "The more I seek You, the more I find You, the more I find You, the more I love You."
Crystal N.
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It makes me sad when I read that you called your Mom and I wasn't there! The only thing that eases that pain is the overwhelming JOY and PEACE I got when I read that you ran to Him who loves you best and let Him wrap His arms around you and show you that He truly satisfies our every longing and fulfills us like no one or nothing else can!!!
SO PROUD of you for staying strong and faithful!!!
Keep sitting at His feet and you will find new depths and heights that you have yet to reach!!!!
MUCH LOVE
MOM :)
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